A little about myslef

I'm pathetic.
I'm lonely.
I'm worthless.
I'm unhappy.
I'm trying.
I'm disappointed in myself.
I'm unlovable.
I'm ugly.
I'm repulsive.
I'm clumsy.
I'm foolish.
I'm dumb.
I'm anything but perfect.
I'm ready to just end this terrible thing called life, because if anything I'm just making those whom I interact with miserable and only drag them down.
Is it time to kill myself? No.
Do I just keep suffering? Story of my life.